Weekend

It's Thursday and I have spent my week thinking about how I do not have a job; searching for a job; and how frustrated I am with people and some conflicting issues that are currently driving me nuts.

1.) I am currently designing something that I am not at all enjoying and have no desire to do.

2.) I feel useless not having a job.

The one good thing is that I have been looking forward to the weekend all week long. I am going to Eau Claire to my mother in laws Friday night and then for Saturday and Sunday I am going up to the cabin. I can't wait to see everyone and spend some time relaxing.

I have not yet resolved the dilemmas but a decision has to be made. I hate conflicts. I'm a push over. If it weren't for this design delemma I could have more time to search for jobs and more time to write as well as deal with a couple of other issues currently in my life that definitely need tending to.